So many thoughts but really have reports to write so I will not share them all…

One is that I had a panic attack this morning, at work. I went to the bathroom and put my heart in the Lord’s hands. Usually when this happens, Richie prays over me. I feel like i’m having a heart attack and losing my mind. The first time this happened was in early college. I would think those things really were happening and it was absolutely terrifying. Now, although it feels dreadful, I know that i’m probably ok. It is a time where I am reminded how my power really is dependent on the Lord, and not my own strength and He is a Good father. Lately this song has been on my mind. How He is such a good father, caring for His children, and He knows what we need before we say a word. He loves to take care of us.

“For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship.  And by him we cry, `Abba, Father.’” (Romans 8:15)

“I will be a Father to you and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty.” (2 Corinthians 6:18 & 2 Samuel 7:14)

“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ.  For he chose us…. In love he predestined us to be adopted as his [children].” (Ephesians 1:3-5)

“How great is the love the Father has lavished on us that we should be called children of God!” (1 John 3:1)

“If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!” (Matthew 7:11)

He is my Daddy. My good good father. At those moments, are moments when I most cling to Him, so it’s a blessing.

Oh, I’ve heard a thousand stories of what they think you’re like
But I’ve heard the tender whisper of love in the dead of night
And you tell me that you’re pleased
And that I’m never alone

You’re a Good, Good Father
It’s who you are, it’s who you are, it’s who you are
And I’m loved by you
It’s who I am, it’s who I am, it’s who I am

Oh, and I’ve seen many searching for answers far and wide
But I know we’re all searching
For answers only you provide
Cause you know just what we need
Before we say a word

You’re a Good, Good Father
It’s who you are, it’s who you are, it’s who you are
And I’m loved by you
It’s who I am, it’s who I am, it’s who I am

I will write more at some point, but there are many changes that may happen in the future that we are praying about, seeing what door will open.

God has been blessing my marriage. A month ago we were having difficulties. We are now in a place of joy because of the Lord’s work in both of our hearts. Always up and down, but for now, i’m a very hopeful Bunny and grateful to see His hand in our marriage.



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