So… it’s sunday… I got off to a late start this morning since my family and I were in Ocean Grove yesterday and didn’t get home till about 2 in the morning.
I’m not gonna be all flowery. I want to get right to the point. Right to the heart of where my heart is right now… I barely know if I’m a saved person right now. It’s sad since I’ve grown up in the church and I basically wear the “christian” label, have all christian friends and play the piano in church, but I don’t sense the presence of God in my life and I definitely don’t act like a Christian. I just live for myself and for food. Food is most definitely my god. I wake up thinking about it. I need it even when I’m not hungry. I love food so much… It’s the sick truth.
Anyhow i have to go get ready to play in the church service. I’ll write more later…
Heres what I plan to eat today…
had a salad with grilled chicken for breakfast
snack- an apple
Lunch- salad with grilled chicken
Snack- 1 cup veggies, 1 tbs dressing
i have to clean my room later, make a few phone calls, and practice the guitar and go to a meeting.